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| Bachelorhood! YAY! |
[23 Apr 2008|03:39am] |
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Well, Emmy and I aren't boy/girl no more....and I don't think she wants me around.
I'm hoping she and I can just be friends though.
But I really don't wanna elave everyone right now, since I'm part of the rent-paying as well.
Maybe we could just arrange rooms so we have our own seperate rooms...
She likes her privacy, and I want her to be happy, without screwing everyone over in the worst way possible.
Hum de dum.
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| 5 Month Trial |
[23 Jan 2008|08:45am] |
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What the fuck...an UPDATE? UNHEARD OF!!
Well unfortunately, I had to work last night, and go in an hour early no less. What a fool I was not to ask for the night off. She left for the airport around 2:30AM, fliight left a little after 6AM, and she's due to arrive in Orlando sometime after 11AM. I'll admit, at first I was somewhat glad she was leaving...she was finally doing something to benefit herself...and wasn't throwing away her only possible chance to actually get her name recognized in places other than online art galleries. Plus...hey hey, bachelor life again! I can lay aorund in my underwear and play Legend of Mana all day! (like I used to do when she was still here. o_O) Plus I really think we could use the time apart to kinda get our minds cleared...the whole living in Michigan is taking its toll on us mentally...mainly her, I beleive. I really think some time in a new atmosphere will refresh her a bit. As for me, well, I'm not really all that worried about things. Money's not gonna be too much trouble since I'm only shopping at Kroger's for one now...and I'm getting a raise at work soon as well. Not to mention my 2008 income tax return. Rides to work will be fine, I'll have to catch some of the family on it, and Kerry's thinking of taking Emmy's car for some toolin' around since she's (finally!) getting her liscence renewed.
...still it's not gonna be the same...
I feel like a part of me died when she left last night. When I took one last look at her as she drove away from my work, though the parking lot. Even when I was at work I was so happy for her and felt no sadness whatsoever. However now, and I type this, I can feel my eyes moistening and my nose running. I've straightened up her desk area, and closed the oak chifforobe that contains her shut down computer. She even wrote me a short little note on my desk, that I taped onto her closed cabinet door, as if were a fucking memorial to the dead or something. I honestly had no idea a short Orlando apprenticeship would affect me so adversely when she left. I feel as though time has slowed to a crawl for me...every minute that passes feels like an hour..and it's only going to get longer once Spring comes around...
Still I'm probably making this entry out to be more emo than it needsw to be. She and I are still going to be contacting each other, whether it be by phone, snail-mail, email, or instant messaging, she's going to be contacting me. Yet I feel like for some reason...she's never coming back.
I need to stop being so goddamn melodramatic. SRSLY. =_=
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| dickbutts (AKA Journal Entry) |
[14 May 2007|04:00am] |
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Yes...my journal is empty. Gonna change that RIGHT now. Let's set a few things stright, shall we?
Job at 7-11 is repetitive boring and tedious. But the job is easy and the pay is good for convenient store work. Got another raise. w00tcake. I've been walking home after an 8-hour shift on my feet. I must be crazy. Maybe I should do somersaults home so I don't have to use my feet. They sting like fuck, and I so do need a bike so I can start using that. Gonna encourage my girl to get a bike as well so we can do stupid couples stuff on our bikes during the summer, like go to GameStop or head down to DuAll, the local art supply store/guns for hire/surplus depot. Plus it's save on the fucking shitty-ridiculous gas prices. Hopefully it will help us bond a little more...and rescue my feet from a raping after work.
I've been listening to 90's music more and more everyday. As you can see in my music catagory, it's a break from the usual Trace and DnB I'm always blasting my poor ears with. Trying to download every awesome, cheesy, played-out piece of shit that I used to listen to as a li'l bugger. It ranges from folk to rock, rap to metal. It brings back so many memories, some good, some bad...well mostly bad, but I'm not gonna get into that nostalgic emo bullshit here. Back in the day I used to be a big metalhead, owning every piece of shit metal CD out there that was so mainstream at the time, and got many an insults from my peers. They actually thought I was going to shoot up the school in the 9th grade! God, what a bunch of doo-doo ass shit. So yeah...more 90's music for me plz.
Games, games, games...fucking love them. My rekindled love for Final Fantasy is holding sway thanks to my recent purchase of Final Fantasy 5 Advance for the GBA (no shit). FF5 is the game that introduces the Job System into the FF series, where you can change into different classes and learn their skills for other classes to use...so you can have a Black Mage that can throw monies, or a Bard that can ownfight barefisted like a monk. It's rahter unique...but in this game...it's completely overwhelming. You start off as a "Freelancer" (think Novice from RO) and you can equip ANYTHING and everything. Attack, and Item is what you have. Then you get six classes: Knight, Monk, Thief, White Mage, Black Mage, and Blue Mage. The fun starts now since you can start owning things hardcore left and right. But it's not long before you get MORE classes...and then MORE...and it's just too much at once to keep up with. That was my only dislike about the game, is the introduction to so many jobs in such a short amount of time. Still it's awesome...and I'm gonna blast the fuck outta things once I become Cannoneer. :B
I've quit aeRO. Why the fuck do you guys care? Well...now I don't devote my time to a silly online game, and I can now start drawing more. I've been steadily drawing all kinds of ass. I recently finished this pic ( CLICK-O! ) Doesn't help that it's got furries, and they're groping each other. I'm really living up to the stereotype here, guys. lol furriez. 8D Anyways, below is my latest experiemnt, cut for your convenience:
( Pic's in here. )
Well guys...there's your journal entry. Now I'm gonna drink my Monster KHAOS and download more 90's.
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